Well, it sounds somehow childish to talk about ambition.People used to do so only when they were kids,and not when they’ve grown up.
Since I can’t decide what to do after SPM,I took A Level last year and finally I’m able to figure out what I really want to do.
I want to be a TEACHER.
Well,I’m showing great interest at learning languages,despite the fact that I’m picking up so slow for I have never attended any classes for that.
Would it sound funny for me to publicly say that I want to be teaching Korean in future,while the present me can barely speak the language?
hmm… I have always believed that God makes plans which humans are not able to predict.For this silly reason that I dare not to share my lil secret bout this ambition thingy because I fear that if I ever imagine myself being successful in working towards my dream, God will shatter all this and it will end up being my mere fantasy .
Frankly speaking,I don’t see much I can do to bring myself one step closer to my dream.
I’m hoping to take Korean Education at university in Korea but obviously I have to get scholarship for that.
I can’t imagine myself doing monotonous office work someday in the future.
Still,though I dreaded the idea so much,it could turn out to be the reality.
For the purpose of sending myself to the place where my dream is,I can do nothing but study harder and harder.
I have always been doing well in my studies for I’m serious in it and did really hardwork.
I’m going to keep this up and study Korean more so as to prepare myself,if that day would really come.
Hate being so pessimistic but it’s better to not to hope high.
Still,never let myself leaving a regret for not working hard enough and eventually GG.

